November 19, 2009 at 11:22 pm (CRAZE)
Haha, because i have a super cute colleague cum classmate! Her name is charlotte. Officially announcing her in my blog!! hee..
She loves every friday!! And she will start counting down from thursday. This week she is earlier, she started from wednesday. So cute. Today she accompanied me to work overtime to prepare my samples. Really thank her so much, if not.. will be like what she says.. 12am and i will still be in the lab haha. But its FRIDAY!! Next week we will countdown to thursday hee.. cause next week friday is official hols!! whoooooo!
And i have been making myself very happy nowadays.. Practising pipa i will feel happy, singing will make me feel happy. Improving makes me feel happie! Only yest not so happy, but nvm that was yesterday!
Its paying day SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON! woooooo!
And.. Thank you guo lao shi!! For picking me amongst the sy pipas.. to perform for the youth president challenge as part of the ensemble! Thank you!! rock it tomorrow and sat syco!
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November 18, 2009 at 8:57 pm (daily rants)
Why Silence kills? because it is unpredictable.
Why silence is scary? Because you never know what will suddenly happen
My god. Bitches suck.
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November 11, 2009 at 10:01 pm (CRAZE)
I had a very tiring week. Everyday i will sleep before 12am.. Because everytime i watch tv i will fall asleep. Omgod.. haha.
Everyday i have to rush all the testings.. and looking at my schedule.. that will happen for the next 2 days too. So looking forward to weekends.
I am so madly in love with yoga lin recently 
haha..
So it became my wallpaper heh.
And !!
That very day i received good news. Love you lots yoga!
So i have been practising (despite being so tired this week)
At least must get the lun and tantiao there. But i am so turned off by the strings.. Beijing xinghai string is LOUSY!
Looking forward to my dinner date with the guys! and k session!
Not forgetting beeyan’s bdae!!!
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November 7, 2009 at 2:11 pm (daily rants)
Getting back the initial motivation i ever had.
I dont want the journey to end like that, so i am trying hard!!!
Will be happy I know it.
I had a good week of work (although some small errors here and there)
But afterall its a cool week. And i have time to practice. So i will jiayou!
Going Braddell heights! will see the sy peops yay! long time no see babes!
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November 5, 2009 at 12:51 pm (daily rants)
When will be the time?
That i dont have to ask people out and they ask me.
I am not a lonely soul..
I can be one..
But i am a geminian.
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November 2, 2009 at 12:51 am (daily rants)
New challenges.
Being a mc.
Today went back hsinghai. I want to feel the feeling back in orchestra again.
So i am right. The feeling is still positive.
Today is sam’s bdae. Too tired the whole of these 2 days doing all the stuffs. Thanks for the friends that came by to help
And hope sam likes it. haha..
Work tomorrow. Haix.
When can i feel positive abt it?
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October 29, 2009 at 10:22 pm (Feelings)
Secondary 4 photo..
I was wearing the MJRCO shirt. Omgod how time flies. I think only xinyan looks the same now. haha!
I just need to look like in the picture.
So no more food cravings!! swim more!!! i think i can
I miss so much about the past. The past….
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October 28, 2009 at 9:15 pm (daily rants)
At times like this.. Food is the only thing that makes me happy.
But the sad thing is.. i havent been eating nice food.
The worst thing is, i didnt have a life.
So sad.
Work is scary, its tiring but not as fulfilling.
If you asked me have i regretted, i would say yes.
People are nice, superbly nice! But work, is scary.
And i dont know how long i can hang on.
I hope, it is before i go into NIE. Teaching is still something i like.
Thank you yiqing for the encouragement, to ivan for listening, and the other friends that concerned.
Haix. How long can i hang on?
I needa play pipa. I just played, but i am too tired, i am not happy with the sound. But i didnt sound as bad as i expected from myself. Phew..
Thank you sam, for calling at the 2 times which happened to be the time that i feel terrible.
And Congratulations sam! hee.
I am a lab technologist.
Still, unbelievable.
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October 26, 2009 at 9:38 pm (work)
Know what i need the most now?
OPTIMISM GUYS!!
I lack alot. Today i nearly gave up, when i realised i had to learn like so many types of FTM.. Its Finat Testimg Methods. Yes dont be shocked, i am working in a lab, and a polymer lab somemore. I am a lab technologist. I cannot believe myself too. And for this position, i have to pay a price. I have to use more brain cells than others. And when people audit, they will ask about the FTM machines and methods, and i am supposed to know because during auditing, the new lab technicians will be tested! wth..
This is so not me. To things that i am not 100% of, its scary. and the industry, is really so different from lab!! Usually we do fyp one whole week we complain. But in the industry, its like you squeeze all your FYP practicals in 1 day and must finish it. I finished at like 7pm today. OT! And nvm since OT is 12 bucks an hr haha.
I hope i can work in the company for at least half a year, so that i can claim my annual leave and all haha. And i am DETERMINED TO GO NIE! YES!
Thank you Ivan, for dining with me! And specially cabbing down. Love ya! Dont worry i promise to treat you when i get pay in nov okie!! Xin ku ni le!
And thanks yiqing!! for smsing to concern how is work!
Thanks clara tan for replying me despite being in hk for holidays now!! heee/… Love you all!!!
And pray for me, hope i will find tomorrow better.
I am not kidding, polymer, is not something we should deal with.
Think carefully when you plan to destroy stickers and adhesives.
Loads of tests were conducted to prove their adhesion!
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October 25, 2009 at 5:01 pm (Feelings)
Pre-work Stress syndrome.
I dont feel like working, yet i need the money.
If i dont work i will also feel so tired and not inspired.
But i if i work i am afraid to bear alot of upcoming responsibilities that i may need to take on.
Why is working as a full time suddenly turn into something so scary.
I suddenly hope that i didnt choose to take on the job.
Is it because i am afraid?
I am afraid.. because it might change my decision of deciding to go towards teaching.. Because i am back into the dreadful polymer industry. Nothing interesting about the industry, but i chose to lie to myself. I am such a sucker.
Please, let me balance, pipa, swimming, and work.
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